SO there’s the moment in
Inifinity war that was gifed by @lupitanyongio, and I thought, Okoye’s reaction is very
mother-like.
But then I thought about it a
bit. It’s not a heart-broken mother reaction, it’s a soldier’s heart-broken
moment.
I refuse to believe that the
people in Wakanda didn’t know about HYDRA, at least as a concept. Within the
MCU, HYDRA wasn’t really a secret, and the parts they played in WWII, was so integral to the course of history, there’s no way it was left out of any sort of history book. And it’s not like Wakanda is ignorant of what’s going on – they have War Dogs, spies posted internationally, they had to have had some inkling as to the stories of the Winter Soldier.
So enter Bucky Barnes with a programming inside his head, and he doesn’t feel safe – he’s not himself. He hides away in his little hut with his goats, because this is all he ever wanted in life, peace and quiet.
One day, Okoye’s curiosity gets the better of her, and she visits Bucky.
At first, he doesn’t really want to speak to her, but his mama raised a gentlemen, so he’s not going to tell her to get lost. But the moment she see’s him, she knows.
Okoye isn’t some wide-eyed warrior who’s just joined the Dora Milaje, she’s their General. She’s seen battle. She’s seen death. She’s seen more than enough of it in her 20, 30 years of serving the Dora. To stand before a man who has seen so much in his 100 years, battle, war, death, unspeakable crimes. To have had his will to act, his will to live stripped away.
She sees all this, and her heart breaks, because she knows.
So that look that she makes when Bucky asks “where’s the fight?” That’s of a soldier who knows her comrade has seen too much, and yet, is going back to do the right thing.
he has a pretty little wasp waist in cap2 but in cap3 he’s just. SOLID
This is a great comparison shot because you can see that in the first one, the curve of his waist follows the width of the horizontal straps, and in the second one, there is clearly extra inches filled out on either side 💦💦
STOP THE PRESSES
Am I the only one whose seeing how in cwtws the horizontal straps are straight up and down, but in CACW they’re pulled to the left, as if they tried to squeeze him into his old costume, but it just doesn’t fit?
Also bonus if you compare the width of the chest strap, and also in Cap3 more of the metal arm is visible near the shoulder/arm pit. HIM BIG.
Bonus x2:
I was trying to find some decent shots of him in the Winter Soldier outfit in Cap3 for a better comparison but they’re actually few and far between.
Someone get some big HD beef stat
See, this could just be me being Captain Angstbucket, and the whole thing is probably a coincidence (with seb bulking up for the role), but 1991 winter soldier is beefy. He’s solid.
2014 winter soldier is strong, yeah, he’s got abs. But he’s also pretty slender too
Which says to me that the Russians took care of him physically (not mentally obviously, let’s not even go there). But in the care of Alexander Pierce? The weight is dropping off him
Which makes me wonder, at what point Pierce stop finding value in the winter soldier? This man was a ghost, a myth, and Pierce sends him repeatedly out in broad daylight, into crowded streets full of witnesses.
When did the winter soldier become a blunt instrument to him, rather than a fine blade? When was decided that he would get the minimum requirements to stay functional? How long was he losing all that muscle, all that weight before being sent on suicide missions?
Was Pierce a little disappointed each time he came back?
I gotta re-re-reblog this for the meta because yesssss, I also follow that headcanon; the Russian’s treated TWS better, though he was still a thing to them.
Jumps on the angst train cos that’s a good point about Pierce, I think it kind of goes in hand with the idea that the Russian branch of Hydra never gave Pierce/American Hydra the proper “TWS 101″, they probably told them the basics but never how to properly control him. Hence all the “wipe and start over”s. And then like, since TWS wasn’t working properly he became that blunt instrument in Pierce’s eyes.
Though my headcanon about his nutrition differs; I think they do give him the required nutrients, but because he doesn’t have proper food (hydra making sure they know what goes into him, he’s a thing he doesnt need it etc) and his increased metabolism he just burns through it like no tomorrow. It’s an odd irony that what they think is the best for him really isnt.
Pierce wasn’t using him properly because he never got the manual/couldn’t read the user manual because it was all in Russian. So the American Hydra branch has just been winging it. Badly.
It’s been five years and I still don’t know why people don’t think Bucky was such a vintage!geek in the 1940s
Knows by heart how many women there are in New York and casually throws that in a conversation he has when he’s on his way to a science fair
“LOOK AT THAT FUCKING FLYING CAR" “Holy cow” feels
Best friend is a kid who is into arts and takes books with him to the army
“STEVE YOU’RE KEEPING YOUR SUPER HERO OUTFIT RIGHT??”
Smithsonian tells me Bucky was “an excellent athlete who also excelled in the classroom” – like, his grades were good enough Smithsonian thought “hey we should mention that”
If my math teacher wasn’t lying to me, you needed some pretty great math skills to be a good sniper in WW2, so there’s also that
People say “Oh Bucky was into science” but no, god, he was a full-blown nerd
DAMN THOUGH can we have a moment of appreciation for how different Bucky’s fighting style is compared to WS??
Credit for this absolutely goes to Sebastian Stan’s character work. In Civil War when Bucky is in a fight/in danger he’s literally so expressive, compared to the Dead Eyed Murder Glare™ we’re accustomed to from the Winter Soldier.
Like REALLY:
And it’s such a neat thing because Civil War Bucky is still super competent, he’s got the WS’s skills, but he’s also FREAKING THE HELL OUT HE DIDN’T ASK FOR ANY OF THIS
HE JUST WANTED TO BUY SOME PLUMS FFS
these wide-eyed OH FUCK facial expressions are like half the reason why the GET REKT jokes are so freaking funny, because it’s so different from how the Winter Soldier would’ve acted [[*analyzes a meme*]]
But this is IMPORTANT because one of the things I was so relieved about from this movie was that it emphasized the separation between the Winter Soldier persona and Bucky’s ACTUAL PERSONALITY when he’s not being mind-controlled and forced to kill people.
Yeah, I have my gripes/nitpicks about the movie, lots of us do – but on this particular point I’m SO pleased with the respect that was shown for Bucky’s character. Most of the fans take it for granted that ~Bucky Barnes Is Not A Villian 2k14~, but he could have been written off that way!!! Even just by making less of a distinction between the Bucky that was controlled by Hydra and one who has his own internal life & personality.
I think we should appreciate the fact that the characterization we got could not have happened without collaboration from the creatives in charge: clear direction from the Russos, the writers using a strong narrative device like Bucky being programmed by trigger words, and of course Sebastian Stan acting his face off and totally changing his body language depending on which version he was portraying.
Sebastian Stan proved his acting mettle when he stole CA: Winter Soldier with only a handful of spoken lines and only his eyes visible for like half the damn movie. In CA: CW, though, he takes it to a whole new level. The whole time, he’s viscerally aware of what Bucky’s state of mind would be. He showed us, with his face and eyes and body, whether he was Bucky or the Winter Soldier.
So I’ve been seeing a lot of colorblindness stories and a few questions as a result of the comic and the ficlet. Of course, it’s just my luck that I’m going to be out of town on various company retreats starting tomorrow morning, so I won’t be able to properly do a meta/resource post as I’d like. (I’ll probably update this post later in the week when I have more time.)
Firstly: I’m not an expert on color blindness. I basically decided that Steve was red-green colorblind because that’s the most common kind, and because pre-serum Steve seemed to dress in mostly greens and browns, which is probably how he saw the world. As far as I know, there’s no MCU canon to support exactly what kind of color-blindness, so have fun picking! Of course, once he got the serum, he could see color (someone was confused about why Steve could see Peggy’s red dress in the ficlet, and the answer is because this is post-serum Steve.)
Secondly, can we talk about how Bucky (and really any human being) would look different to Steve?
The above is a hastily Photoshopped image approximation. (I tried to look for a more official image converter but didn’t turn up any in the 15 minutes of poking around.) I really want fics wherein post-serum Steve couldn’t stop stealing glances at Bucky because Bucky just glows.
I just realized that Steve would have had to learn color. Like the knew what color some things were supposed to be, but it didn’t mean anything to him, and suddenly he’s inundated by a world that’s both familiar and foreign. Like a stop sign is supposed to be red, but if he was looking at something else that was red would he recognize right away that something else was red or would it take his brain a while to make the connections? And what about different shades of various colors. I can’t even imagine.
Thirdly, people have been commenting with cool people/artists dealing with colorblindness stories! So I’ve decided to collect them:
My father is red/green and yellow/blue/brown colorblind and he says his mother said he was the hardest person to teach colors. How he sees every color depends on lighting conditions, his energy level, and how mixed the color is with another color. He needs a normal sighted person for matching colors. When I was a child one of my first jobs in our printing shop (yes, he was a printer for over 50 years) was to match colors to the ink book swatches. Then he’d take the code from that to get the parts per recipe from the mixing book. He’d mix the color, I’d come say if it needed more of whatever color, he’d do the final mix, I’d say yah or nay, and he’d put it on the press.
These days describing car colors to him is really hard. Every newer car has a weird undertone of another color that changes how he sees the main color. He guesses at what color they are and he is wrong about 90% of the time.
One of my coworkers is colourblind and he hates it when people try to quiz him with “what colour is this?” or “what colour does this look like?” questions because he CAN see colours, it’s not all black and white. They’re just different colours, or with less variations than the colours people with full colour vision see.
He sees an apple, he sees the colour red, he knows they’re the same colour because they still look the same. They might not be the same red that I see, but it’s still the same colour. He might not be able to tell if a t-shirt is blue or purple because they’re similar shades, but the primary colours are all clearly distinguishable from each other.
This is amazing, but it should be noted that there are several versions of being color blind. The most typical one from what I understand is protanopia aka red-green color blindness, there is also tritanopia aka blue-yellow color blindness and deuteranopia aka red-green-yollow color blindness. Within these types you also have different levels of severity.
Vincent van Gogh is actually suspected to have been color blind* Here is a fantastic post about it!
i love that when romance is off the table, steve ‘this car ride where i show peggy all the alleys i was beat up in is the longest conversation i’ve had with a woman’ rogers actually has no problem being around women.
there’s peggy, of course, that connection that transcends his death and her memory. but there’s also nat. after their introduction in the avengers, we go from ‘there’s a chance you might be in the wrong business’ to ‘she would follow steve to the ends of the earth if he asked her to’ in the run-up to infinity war; she willingly considers steve a friend and sees him as a reason to have faith in the good of humanity again. yes, they fight well together, and yes, they work well together: but i think they also serve to humanise one another, steve who learns that not everyone can be trusted and natasha who learns that sometimes all it takes is a little trust.
you have maria, who goes from ‘okay, cap’ to ‘but, steve–’ when she realises that he intends to go down with the helicarriers. when it counted, she knew him as steve, not as captain america. did the two of them snark at one another at the triskelion? did they sometimes take their lunch together? when did she meet steve, and not cap? later on, in age of ultron, she’s seen wearing his leather jacket in the party scene. it may have been partially out of politeness, but at the same time, she could’ve declined, or asked anyone else; and i think her choosing neither of those options is a sign of how comfortable maria’s become with him and around the team.
there’s sharon, whose relationship with steve has incredibly polarising in the mcu; but, if you take the romance out of it, sharon is, on her own merits, strong and competent and independent, and damn good at her job. she’s used as a mouthpiece and a plot device in civil war, which is unfortunate and lazy, but sharon as we saw her in winter soldier also stands up to injustice; also stands up to bullies; believes in what is right and what is moral and believes in doing good. sharon didn’t want to be seen as just peggy carter’s niece, she wanted to be seen for herself, her abilities: and who can identify with that better than steve, who, at this point, is beginning to shirk away from captain america?
and then steve meets wanda, both of their strengths the product of german experimentation that they endured in order to fight a war that neither of them wanted, steve on one side of the coin and wanda on the other. steve empathises with how lost she is, how young she is, with how much she has given up, with what has been taken from her: he’s been there, too. and if he and natasha are complements of one another through their differences, what’s to stop him and wanda from being mirrors of one another in their sameness? it was important for captain america to be the one to comfort the scarlet witch after lagos as team leader; but it was more meaningful for steve to be there for wanda – which made it that much more significant that the offer to take vision to wakanda came from steve and not from cap.
like – talking about steve and bucky or steve and sam or steve and thor? all valid! all good! i enjoy reading that meta, too. i just wish people would also talk more about steve’s relationships with the women in his life, because he has such great and interesting dynamics with them, not least because he can understand, to some extent, what it feels like to be seen as less than, or not as important, or weak, or incapable.
a classic theme in world literature, art, film and video games; most notably in those that have a lot of action. This trope usually involves beautiful, innocent, or helpless young female leads, placed in a dire predicament by a villain, monster, or alien, and who requires a male hero to achieve their rescue. After rescuing them, the hero often obtains their hand in marriage.
tbh so many ppl miss out on appreciating steve rogers as a character when they dismiss the value of Steve Rogers: Asshole like being a perfect pure cinnamon roll 24/7 has its merits but it’s also 99% incongruous w/
angry smol pre-serum dandelion prepared 2 kick everyone’s ass including his own
‘steve don’t do the thing’ ON VA VOIR motherfuckers
literally jogs directly past sam every morning for months probably just to say ‘on ur left’ every single time this smug super soldier fuck
wears smediums ??????? when u kno dat boi kno
backflip parkouring out of a building with both middle fingers up @ shield
launches a motorcycle at the Enemy and then pulls this innocent ‘it just slipped’ bs
‘ sometimes my teammates don’t tell me things ’ hoooo Boy
soft core porn lumberjock tears up a log w/ his bare hands bc y not
‘ if they kill you walk it off ’ tHIS LINE IS just hilarious to me bc out of steve’s entire Big Moving Inspirational Speech repertoire it always stands out
rips the A off his suit after the avengers break up during cacw lmao this highkey drama queen™